Turnaround

Let myself speak about my recent life. Assignments are queuing up one by one.Two tough paper around the corner.

The tough part was, I'm need to move out as soon as possible, with much of consideration, I sufferer through the process. Mostly because of the persistence of owning the advantage. Well, the good part is I realize that myself shouldn't be so stress because of problems. I treat this as a good part because I felt pressure whenever I stuck in an issue. Now at least is good for mentally and physically. Thanks to the book "Everything self-esteem". And the realization was just happened suddenly.

latest update: I found a new place, though still remain the same apartment, but I love staying there very much. (so far so good). Update again when everyone's here.

Yet, another disappointment was me not selected in to the our basketball team. After all the effort I put in the cut off still happen. Guess that this ain't my place. The sad part is when I start gaining confidence and improvement, I'd cut off by the coach. I wanted to talk to him at first, but after that I decided to gave up everything just like that. Yes, I quit the basketball team, for my own good. Though the experience will be with me forever.

Part 2 coming up soon, more things happened and ready to be shared.

Lastly, All the best to you in your exam. I believe you can make through! Stay tough!

In My Dream

Drive back to my own house together with girlfriend in smooth traffic all the way. If I'm going back alone, best that I have a driver to drive me home. Watch a quality movie with food that I love to eat before heading to bed.

Wake up naturally in the next day, and have a internet conference with my employees whom are loyal and respectful, ready to listen to my decision with humble feedbacks and advises.

Stay peaceful for all day long.....

Words I Like to Hear The Most.

1. Hey, you are improving.

2. I believe you could/can do better.

3. I/ We got you back.

4. Don't worry, you still have us/me.

5. You idea is very good.

6. Can you teach me to do that?

7. You are the best for doing this(professional knowledg).

9. Forget about the sad things happened on you, I love you.

10. Let's go have fun with us/me.

A Bumpy Life

Forgot the worst day, here goes the brighter day. The time I came back to my house, I got a couple of letters, which is the insurance claim, and is a lot more than I'd expected, and yes, me been through "poverty", it was tough, followed by a rebounding, I spent money on what I like, & longing, I upgraded my notebook ram, decorated it, and I got myself a wireless mice at last, it is cool with it looks. Another letter I've got is the letter from bonuslink, inside was the limited edition of BL card, I like it so much because it is limited, not plain blue but with greens. Special！ & I would like to define myself as a collector. My pupil dilated when I know stuff that are limited produced, words that I've learned from Mr. Jane.

Yet another exciting stuff is, I just tried to dive, more appropriate to use "jump", I jumped from 10 meter, of course into the water, finally I'd done it. 10 meter man! Is not that hard, not much struggling before it happen. Guess that I'm seeking fun for because of my boring life.

Yeah, just couple of small stuff, I'm happy & excited, same thing, because of dull life of mine recently.

And me started trying on derivatives, started to learn, cause it is extra profitable, super worth to learn it！

And I enjoy having a good housemate right now, but It will be around just another two weeks, will be alone again starting next year.

I misses my grandma sometimes...

Trying hard seeking the peace of my mind.

Glad to know you are good with your report came out...

The Worst Day In My Life..

4/12/10 11pm. I was f@@kin drunk, without any conscious, I collapsed. Left only a tiny consciousness, I knew I threw up when I was lying, on my own shirt， & not just once, I heard there was 3 times, not in a row. My shirt was took off, and left naked upper body sleeping on the floor of living room, that was embarrassing, I hate this happened on me, never want to mention it anymore, chivas, red wine, heiniken, man oh man, it was killing my image, It was like I had taken all the alcohols for the rest of my life in a day, enough for me, never forget the scene, one of my friend, took a pic of me at the time, my mind was thinking who the hell is this guy lying on the floor without shirt, looks like a beggar lying at the side of street. I hate that! With the smell of alcohol & vomit. Thank god he is good person, will never post this shit online, and i got luck people were busy cleaning the floor, & some were too f@@ked up to take pictures of me.Alright, done with this!

Calming myself, I being patient nowadays, trying not to hate people around me, forgive others = forgiving myself, hell yea, I don't want to suffer on people's weakness anymore, learning to praise more with more confidence. Listen & Listen & Listen...

I got my favourite mag, Slam Jordan! Never knew I will love it this much, Jordan the God! Embraving me alot, Thanks MJ, thanks Slam! It worth the money alot!!

One last thing, you can make thru this with me together, stay tough!!

Finally

Yeah, at last, I've been selected as part of the basketball team. This ain't easy, sacrificed my time and lots of tolerance. Without private transport, every training became tougher for myself. It required extra planning for my time, without it, I won't be attending each of every training, will be messed up, and will be quit consequently. Living as a group, we have to tolerate, here, our toleration will be tested again and again, the most deadly weakness in human especially man is their prestige, with the strong sense of human prestige, I can see people will be dying for that in the team, as I know prestige match with nature affability will be a perfect leader in anywhere. Every player trying to show their power, obey to only the strongest with higher power, if you observe carefully it happens everywhere. Meeting different kind of people also a way to test our maturity, some can match together easily, and just like that some will never ever been together as friends.The time I meet different personality, which means those do not have chemical to stick with each other at 1st, It was a shocker for me, the "wow" keep on appear in my mind, after hearing their conservation. Simple! Every person is weird to other, simple theory!
Because of the tournament, I got myself another basketball shoe, kinda luxury huh..First time in my life I owning two pairs of basketball shoes at a time. I've learned the importance of being confidence, persistence, dealing with different people and so many more.But anywhere, I need a rest from now.
One more thing, all the best in your exam, you can make it!!

Malaysia Carnival Sales

The discount during Carnival sales is obvious, because of my price sensitivity on some specific items. I wanted to get myself a basketball shoe with a medium price, about RM200 -RM300, but the one I wanted so bad is Zoom Kobe series, especially Zoom Kobe 4, though It was passed season, and not the latest one, I just like It! Planing to own a pair, because my currently basketball shoe is broken and ready to retire with honor. For the Zoom Kobe 4, I felt happy because It was still on the rack in Mid Valley Nike outlet, I witnessed the price from RM 459 dropped to Rm425, the slight dropped of the price was making me sighing all the time until this Carnival sales hitting every stores, the price dropped to RM 250 intensively, my heart decided to own it as soon as I get enough budget, but who knows, In just 3 days time, when I get back to the same outlet, both of the remaining color of Zoom Kobe 4 were gone, I was trying hard to rescan the shoe rack again and again but I just can't see it anymore, not in this outlet, and mostly can't find it in Malaysia again. Anywhere, I was expected It to be sold out because of the shocking low price, but I still went to ATM to withdraw some money that I short of to buy the shoe, knowing the shoe was sold out was still heart tumbling for myself. But anywhere, I still got a TYR jammer for myself at the discount price, the model that I longing for long time, just can't afford with the speedo brand, and hard to find this model too with speedo, sadly my basketball shoe still got to serve me till It completely whack out..

I fell sick again, suffering & suffering, but still want to thank you, babe, you had been taking care of me twice when I fell sick, with just a short interval, without your caring, my sickness won't be recover that quick, thanks again.

Happy to see your happy eyes every time. How wonderful is that~!

Alright next time~!So Long Zoom Kobe 4!