A Bumpy Life

Forgot the worst day, here goes the brighter day. The time I came back to my house, I got a couple of letters, which is the insurance claim, and is a lot more than I'd expected, and yes, me been through "poverty", it was tough, followed by a rebounding, I spent money on what I like, & longing, I upgraded my notebook ram, decorated it, and I got myself a wireless mice at last, it is cool with it looks. Another letter I've got is the letter from bonuslink, inside was the limited edition of BL card, I like it so much because it is limited, not plain blue but with greens. Special！ & I would like to define myself as a collector. My pupil dilated when I know stuff that are limited produced, words that I've learned from Mr. Jane.

Yet another exciting stuff is, I just tried to dive, more appropriate to use "jump", I jumped from 10 meter, of course into the water, finally I'd done it. 10 meter man! Is not that hard, not much struggling before it happen. Guess that I'm seeking fun for because of my boring life.

Yeah, just couple of small stuff, I'm happy & excited, same thing, because of dull life of mine recently.

And me started trying on derivatives, started to learn, cause it is extra profitable, super worth to learn it！

And I enjoy having a good housemate right now, but It will be around just another two weeks, will be alone again starting next year.

I misses my grandma sometimes...

Trying hard seeking the peace of my mind.

Glad to know you are good with your report came out...

The Worst Day In My Life..

4/12/10 11pm. I was f@@kin drunk, without any conscious, I collapsed. Left only a tiny consciousness, I knew I threw up when I was lying, on my own shirt， & not just once, I heard there was 3 times, not in a row. My shirt was took off, and left naked upper body sleeping on the floor of living room, that was embarrassing, I hate this happened on me, never want to mention it anymore, chivas, red wine, heiniken, man oh man, it was killing my image, It was like I had taken all the alcohols for the rest of my life in a day, enough for me, never forget the scene, one of my friend, took a pic of me at the time, my mind was thinking who the hell is this guy lying on the floor without shirt, looks like a beggar lying at the side of street. I hate that! With the smell of alcohol & vomit. Thank god he is good person, will never post this shit online, and i got luck people were busy cleaning the floor, & some were too f@@ked up to take pictures of me.Alright, done with this!

Calming myself, I being patient nowadays, trying not to hate people around me, forgive others = forgiving myself, hell yea, I don't want to suffer on people's weakness anymore, learning to praise more with more confidence. Listen & Listen & Listen...

I got my favourite mag, Slam Jordan! Never knew I will love it this much, Jordan the God! Embraving me alot, Thanks MJ, thanks Slam! It worth the money alot!!

One last thing, you can make thru this with me together, stay tough!!