I'm what I'm

A guy who are having some common interests.

Everything about finance, investments, workouts, basketball, movies and technology are welcomed.

Like to chill-out with liquors and talking about life.

Longing to become a real leader, travelling around the world, exploring on new things.

Playing with dogs.

Simple yet with ambitious

The Complexity

When a women need a strong men for herself, making all the decision for them, while at the same time, they just like to control everything, demanding this and that in their own way.
The truth is a real man isn't a dictator, they respect their woman.
Different kind of value on money driving a men to hell.
Someone just sucks in fullfilling a woman needs, either mentalily or financially. Changing different kind of approaches are tiring.
Well, happy to talk to parents and friends. Love them always although did losing faith on them while counting too much on a relationship. I wanted the men not to repeat this again & again.
Well good luck to him....

The Warrior Way

Is been a year since the last time I blogged. Even myself couldn't tell why I'm back suddenly, anywhere, let's make a mark!
Things happened around the year, can't be able to mention all of it here. Just leave some major turnaround and some minor for the recent.
Time flies, soul changed. Failed to pursuit own happiness at the same time walking into the dark day by day. Trying hard seeking the bright side. Once found, couldn't stay put, quickly eaten up by the darkness again. Contradiction getting deeper and deeper. Is 2012, aging through 25 years of living. Pressure came from nowhere like vaccum shell.
The other hand, I have beats in ear headset for myself, HTC sensation xe for your satisfaction and hopefully happiness.
Still in Chinese New Year, and this time, I'm more willing to keep myself alone or staying with family for reason. Hope it will be better next year. Reading all the time, and started investing again with commitment. Had a walk alone in the Mid Valley on 30/1/2012 all day, not my 1st but I believe it was my longest stay in the mall, but sadly I have difficulties to walk continuously this time, my bad knees stopping me as usual and it might be the worst this time plus the stiffness sole of my feets. I listened one of my friend advice of taking a foot massage, the idea popped up and I did, 1st time in mid valley thai massage, cost me RM59, but I have to tell it worth it, guess massaging my feet is no more luxury but a routine to myself. Hope this is just a joke.
For the year in between, I have learned what I'm not capable with, start setting myself and focusing on the goal, no longer a yongster who can wasting their bullet around trying to hit targets around.
For us, although nothing I can do to change your character. I'm hoping our relationship will last forever. More caring and concern like a grown up couple.
Lastly, I will fight to stay positive and for the brightness like a warrior.
Peace for the world and myself!

Turnaround

Let myself speak about my recent life. Assignments are queuing up one by one.Two tough paper around the corner.

The tough part was, I'm need to move out as soon as possible, with much of consideration, I sufferer through the process. Mostly because of the persistence of owning the advantage. Well, the good part is I realize that myself shouldn't be so stress because of problems. I treat this as a good part because I felt pressure whenever I stuck in an issue. Now at least is good for mentally and physically. Thanks to the book "Everything self-esteem". And the realization was just happened suddenly.

latest update: I found a new place, though still remain the same apartment, but I love staying there very much. (so far so good). Update again when everyone's here.

Yet, another disappointment was me not selected in to the our basketball team. After all the effort I put in the cut off still happen. Guess that this ain't my place. The sad part is when I start gaining confidence and improvement, I'd cut off by the coach. I wanted to talk to him at first, but after that I decided to gave up everything just like that. Yes, I quit the basketball team, for my own good. Though the experience will be with me forever.

Part 2 coming up soon, more things happened and ready to be shared.

Lastly, All the best to you in your exam. I believe you can make through! Stay tough!

In My Dream

Drive back to my own house together with girlfriend in smooth traffic all the way. If I'm going back alone, best that I have a driver to drive me home. Watch a quality movie with food that I love to eat before heading to bed.

Wake up naturally in the next day, and have a internet conference with my employees whom are loyal and respectful, ready to listen to my decision with humble feedbacks and advises.

Stay peaceful for all day long.....

Words I Like to Hear The Most.

1. Hey, you are improving.

2. I believe you could/can do better.

3. I/ We got you back.

4. Don't worry, you still have us/me.

5. You idea is very good.

6. Can you teach me to do that?

7. You are the best for doing this(professional knowledg).

9. Forget about the sad things happened on you, I love you.

10. Let's go have fun with us/me.

A Bumpy Life

Forgot the worst day, here goes the brighter day. The time I came back to my house, I got a couple of letters, which is the insurance claim, and is a lot more than I'd expected, and yes, me been through "poverty", it was tough, followed by a rebounding, I spent money on what I like, & longing, I upgraded my notebook ram, decorated it, and I got myself a wireless mice at last, it is cool with it looks. Another letter I've got is the letter from bonuslink, inside was the limited edition of BL card, I like it so much because it is limited, not plain blue but with greens. Special！ & I would like to define myself as a collector. My pupil dilated when I know stuff that are limited produced, words that I've learned from Mr. Jane.

Yet another exciting stuff is, I just tried to dive, more appropriate to use "jump", I jumped from 10 meter, of course into the water, finally I'd done it. 10 meter man! Is not that hard, not much struggling before it happen. Guess that I'm seeking fun for because of my boring life.

Yeah, just couple of small stuff, I'm happy & excited, same thing, because of dull life of mine recently.

And me started trying on derivatives, started to learn, cause it is extra profitable, super worth to learn it！

And I enjoy having a good housemate right now, but It will be around just another two weeks, will be alone again starting next year.

I misses my grandma sometimes...

Trying hard seeking the peace of my mind.

Glad to know you are good with your report came out...